Today was my first therapeutic/psychiatric appointment or well, this was an in-take. My big was there to support me like she has been since I revealed to her basically all my layers—thanks alcohol -___- I’ve never shown anyone my true self because I keep things to myself and so people don’t worry about me but also the fact that I know others have it worse than me so I can’t complain. I was nervous going in because it’s not an easy thing for me to talk about. My doctor-in-training’s name is Kelly—she’s nice. Basically I spilled everything to her: my entire life story, my analysis of who I am, and the deep depression and pain I’ve been suffering from (I’ll leave the nitty gritty stuff to the people who know), all in an hour. My eyes were watery talking about all these sensitive things, but it was also relieving sharing this burden I have and someone sorta understanding where I’m coming from. I’ve yet to hear her analysis of what she thinks of me. I just want to leave this road to perdition and find tranquility within me and everything around me.
Next appointment 12/11/12 at 2PM